CHAPTER 6
Dear diary,
The problem is I let people take me for granted. I get so intimated with them that I forget what they I have gone through with the same person before. What that same person has done before. I get manipulated with their intimated behaviour to me. What would I call it, innocence, dumb or girl with simple approach. But that's not logical.
Forgetting the deed of the same person and behaving with him like normally as if nothing he has done before will be dumb acting.
How will I achieve it ? How can I restrict myself repeating the same mistake again and again ? How can I Only talk as much as need from such people ?
I can What if they Do not exist list 😂
In this list I can add those people with whom I don't want to talk. Who aren't worth talking. Whom you know that they are not worth being in any kind of relationship.
Now the question comes how will I remember this list ? Well that's a big question because I am gajni kind of person. I forgot things like hell.
I have a diary which I read daily. So I will make this list in that. This list does not have to be remembered as it is Do not exist list. It is just for sorting things , the mess which is in my mind.
Those people who will not exist for you will have nothing to do with you. I will also happy. They will also.
But there's another question rising up , should I talk to them or not ? Well according to my list they do not exist and the people who do not exist , how can one talk to them . But this is imaginary , I am imagining things, in real they will do call me , want to talk to me , what should I do for that ?
Don't talk , simple. If you talk to them in anyway , whether a small conversation or long that's gonna impact you. Because I m of a nature that even a stranger says something that impacts me , I guess that's with everyone also.
So don't talk.
So simple ! Now it's time to make What if they Do not exist list ðŸ¤
Samyukta added all those people who have hurt her. Who all have left her alone in her bad times.
She was feeling better. She was feeling light as that hurt , that pain also do not exist now.
Now she is emerging with a new approach to life. She think that's what the life is , life is real , attitude to cope with it it's our choice whether to live it like reality or imaginary. It's our choice , practice it haq se.